Bus Driver Appreciation

bus 2I don’t drive, “by choice” long story but long story short, I have to walk my son to his bus stop Tuesday-Friday and my son bus driver knows this. And she’s been such an amazing bus driver when it comes to my son this entire school year so far. But it was bad weather on Thursday morning and she texted me to let me know that where she was before she got to my son bus stop & to let me know that she would pick him up from our house so that we didn’t have to get caught in the rain. And we had already made it to the bus stop but when she texted me we turned around and walked back home before the rain made it to us. And she did end up picking him up from our house instead of the bus stop that morning. And that was the one of a few times that she’s went above and beyond for my son and for myself because she knows the situation with my son living in two homes between my house and his dad house every other week and with me having to walk him to the bis stop.

And she’s gone above and beyond more then once and done way more then most bus drivers and people would do. She’s just an amazing person and she really cares about the kids that ride her bus and for that and for everything that she’s done for my son and myself I felt like I had to get her something just to say thank you, since my son last day of school is Friday and he will be moving onto middle school next year, so he may not see her anymore after Friday. So I got her a cute little card that I’m going to write a  nice little thank you in and give it to her Thursday. I just want her to know how thankful I am and how much I appreciate all that she’s done and I want her to know how great of a person that she is!

I also got a card for his teacher because she’s been such a great teacher to my son for not just one but two school years because she moved up a grade at the end of last year and I let my son stay in her class. And my son has had a lot of challenges these last two school years and he wouldn’t of made it as far as he has without her. So I want to show her how much I appreciate her also! Sometimes it’s the small thank you’s that matter and I feel like my son teacher and his bus driver both deserve thanks yous from me, they are both amazing people and I appreciate them so much for all that they’ve done!


Life After Death

I’ve recently been watching Hollywood medium with this amazing medium Tyler Henry, somebody that I very much believe is the real deal and is true to what he says that he does. And for me shows like this and ghost shows have special meaning to me and its more then just tv shows for me personally. See I’ve always had some kind of relationship with the dead since I was in the tenth grade. I’ve seen death a couple of times before its happened, what some call premonitions and I’ve had the dead come to me in my sleep a few times before. And I personally do believe that there is life after death, I don’t believe that just because your physical body dies that your soul dies. You physical body is just that, your physical body. But your soul doesn’t die until you want it to die, if you ever do.

I’m a firm believer that a person can have unfinished business on earth before they die and their soul won’t rest until that business is taken care of, rather it’s family, relationships, financial, friends or whatever the case may be, I do believe that if there are things that the person didn’t get to take care of before they died that they won’t rest until they do, even if it’s after death. So for me shows like this one are personal and mean something way more to me. And I know that their is life after death. Our physical body/organs are just the things that keep us alive but they mean nothing in reality, it’s the soul that matters and that never dies in my opinion!

Starting Meditation

So I decided to start meditating and I just finished doing my second morning of it via YouTube videos by this one user. I don’t know why I just want to be a more peaceful person all around, I want to get my temper under better control, be a nicer person, be a calmer person, just overall be a better me. I’m just at a place in my life where I want my life to be more peaceful and calmer. So I’m trying some new things that are suppose to be therapeutic and help to make people/myself calmer and a better person. I’ve also taken on adult coloring, I recently got my first adult coloring book and I’ve been coloring in it every late night this week and I’ve really been enjoying it. And now meditation also along with that and writing in my journal more, which I need to get better about & also blogging here. So hopefully all of these things will help to make me a better me and a better person overall!



Farrah Abraham Is Such A Bitch/What Is Wrong With This Woman?


I followed all of the teen mom shows since 16 and pregnant and this Farrah Abraham woman has been a bitch since she was on 16 and pregnant and I can’t for the life of me understand why she treats

people the way that she does. She snaps on people for no reason at all, just from them saying one little thing to her, she has this stank ass attitude and this is with the people who do the most and care the most for her.

She snaps on her mom the most and then there’s Simon, her on/off boyfriend/friends with benefits/whatever the hell he is in her life. And I find myself now taking his side after years of seeing how much she verbal abuses the people around her and she wonders why Simon won’t marry her. She’s never going to find a good man that will marry her with how badly she talks to people, she will end up alone or with a man that beats her ass every chance that he gets because her mouth is way to slick and no real man is going to put up with that. And I’m not condoning abuse but if she doesn’t get her mouth under control she will end up in an abusive relationship or end up alone and that’s just how I feel about it.


And I honestly wouldn’t at all feel bad about her getting her ass beat, from years of seeing how poorly she speaks to the people that she “claims” to love. Something had of happened to her to make her turn into such a bitch, such a cunt, I don’t know what it was but man she needs some serious help. I can not stand her. She’s just such a piece of shit but one day she will pay for how she speaks to people, when her daughter speaks to her the same way when she’s older Farrah will wish like hell that she didn’t treat people the way that she always has and it’ll be to damn late! But I can’t wait for that day to come and I know that a lot of other people that follow teen mom can’t wait for that day to come also. She will reap what shes sowing!

Whores/Hoes are truly winning

You know it’s so crazy to me how men talk about how women are whores/sluts/hoes whatever you want to call it because some women strip or have sex for money. And I’m not at all saying that I agree with any woman selling her body or stripping to make money because I do not but I am saying that these women that are making money these types of ways these days are actually winners in so many ways. And these men that are calling these women all out of their names are the losers in these situations nowadays. These same women that men are disrespecting are taking all of that money and paying for their collage education and stacking up their money for a better life and these men that are out here paying for these women to have sex with them or are spending their money in the strip clubs a lot of them have wives/girlfriends/children and they end up losing it all in the end.

Meanwhile these “whores” are taking their slut money and paying their way through collage and will end up with better jobs then these disrespectful men. These men that will have lost it all because they were the real whores/hoes/sluts. So if you ask me these whores of women are the real winners in the end a lot of the time!

How Men Speak These Days/This Generation

It’s so disgusting to me how men these days speak and how they speak to women, it’s down right disgusting in all honesty, it’s like men these days have no home training and weren’t raised right, like they have no home training. They speak with all this slang and call women all out of their names, men these days just aren’t at all like they use to be, men these days are horrible. I wish that men would go back to being how they use to be and act like they have home training and like they have self respect. I just can’t stand how these men are these says and they have no respect for women anymore, the same women that give birth to these sorry as men. No matter what women do they don’t deserve to be treated how men treat women these days. Men just are disgusting assholes these days.

It’s just so sickening how men are now, it just disgusts me truly. It’s hard to even be around good decent men anymore, men just aren’t made like they use to be. There aren’t that many good men left in the world, especially not in my generation or the generations younger then me. Good men are few, far and in between these days, that is for sure!

A Dr. Phil Exclusive: Aaron Hernandez’s Fiancée Speaks Out: My opinion Of This Interview….

I watched both parts of this interview that Dr. Phil did with Aaron Hernandez’s fiance did and I will say that the entire story sounds crazy as hell and a lot of it seems unbelievable to me and I don’t know if I believe all of what’s been said about Aaron Hernandez but I do believe that there is some truth to this very insane story. But the one thing that after seeing both parts of this interview that Aaron Hernandez’s fiance did I just don’t believe that she was fully truthful with Dr Phil in my heart of hearts.

As a woman there’s no way that his fiance threw away this trash that Aaron asked her to throw away and not ask any questions about what was in this bag/box, women are naturally curious creatures by nature.  Us women are made to ask questions and be nosey and want to know what’s going on. So I have a hard time believing that she just dumped this bag/box that Aaron asked her to dump and not ever asked what was in the bag or not took it upon herself to look and see what was in the bag for herself. I’m just not buying any of it, it just doesn’t make any sense to me at all.

I just feel like she’s still protecting Aaron and still trying to make him look good. Her side of the story just doesn’t sound right to me, seems like his fiance will do any and everything to protect Aaron Hernandez and continue to make him look like a man that he may not of been at the end of the day. Just like she let him come between her and her relationship with her own family, her own sister. Again because in her eyes Aaron could do no wrong. But I just don’t believe Aaron Hernandez fiance side of this crazy story at all, I believe that she’s lying and not telling the full story.